Heartache

as what I'm saying...always as it has been..It's only my friends who understand me the best..

I pity myself ..because of the fact that..the people who should know me more than anyone else does

and of course...they already know me for years..don't know me at all...I'm actually a different person

on the outside whenever I'm with my family.I had the feelings inside because I am afraid that they'll ask

me and I don't know what words to spit out so I can explain myself briefly..But honestly speaking..

My friends..they always bring out the best in me..I feel important because of them..I am transparent

in front of them beacause I know,they can comfort me and will make me feel that I belong once more.